白色情人节~

白色情人节是什么意思呢？？我也不是很清楚~我只知道的事‘白色情人节’是女子给男子礼物~但是我的白色情人节是自己过~今天我对他说了白色情人节~它不理我~当其他女生对他说他就对回他们说情人节快乐~这是什么意思？心里觉得好同~也许我永远都不会在拥有你的爱！不关我做什么你也不会原谅我~也不会感觉到我的爱了~我在想如果有一天我真的走了~你真的会很快了吗？好饭啊！！！算了吧！不要想太多了！等宝宝取来了在打算把！对拉！我有第二个孩子了！宝宝六月就来这个世界了~好期待哦！这一次我不打算看是男孩是女子~因为不管是男还是女宝宝都是我的~希望接下来的日子会好过把~~最近我每天都在追on call 36小时~真的很好看~你们有空的话可以去看看这个戏~好啦！我不写了~也不知道要写什么~觉得好饭就是了~他的生日又要到了！今年是我第五次陪她过生日~希望那天不会是个伤心难过的一天~而是个开开心心的日子~

~babymin~

dissapointment

u dun understand... since u dun like me as ur wife why u want me to born tis baby for u?? y u still wan to go on?? bt then ur goin out with all the bitch?? always say go work la talk business la tis and that but in the end?? whr u go?? in the end u go out with those bitch!! always say busy no time for me need to work!! but ur gv ur damn time to those bitch!! everyday find them aso no time for me!! what u think i am to u??!!! T.T

很不开心！！！

不知道为什么~心理感觉到很痛~每天看见你和其他女人在一起~叫他去看电影~和他吃饭~那我了？？我还在你心里吗？还是我是多余的~每次等你吃饭~等了一个晚上~你回来就说我吃饱了~你到底有没有当我是你的老婆？你的老婆吃了没有你也不管~突然间觉得好寂寞~明明有老公~可是每天都是自己在过~当你需要我的时候你才找我~如果我做不到你要的东西你就大发脾气~我可以做的就是忍耐~到底还要多久你才能看到我这个老婆？才会有时间陪你这个老婆？？我到底还要伤心多久？？还要忍耐多久？？我快要倒下了~我不是你想象的那么坚强~

~敏敏~

My new baby arrive.. haha!!

yeah!!! i gt my first car!!! so mean there smtg to pay every month so need to plan my financial properly..many stuff need to be planned... plsu my girl is goin to start school next year so nt only financial bt aso my time need to be arranged...my life now is all on my own.. bcz there use to b a special sum1 who will always advice me warn me n care me.. bt he is gone now.. so i need to handle all my stuff on my own.. without him sumtimes life is boring and lonely even messy!! bt impossible i can hold on him forever.. so i will take tis chance to handle all my stuff bck on my own.. hopefully ntg goes wrong la..his bufdae jz pass haha.. i knew him for 5 year plus and i nvr present him anything.. so jz for a last present i bought him his favourite toy call gundam.. lolx!! din noe that gundam gt soooo many version...bt i bought the latest version for him.. hopefully he like it la.. anyway wish him all the best la.. with his condition he will surely have a perfect partner in the future... hopefully he will have a happy life in the future...

last weekend that is 9/7/11 is my manager birthday.. so after work we went to after 7 .. so long no appear on clubs.. haha!! went there saw lotsa old fren such as andrew, arman, and my hopeless godbrother andrew cheah... saw sum of my ex classmates and aso a group of fren whr we use to hang out whn i was lonely bt now were stranger bcz of sum misunderstanding.. on that nite i went with my husband. feel happy bcz he really change he didnt reach for girls already.. haha.. gd news?? guess so.. well that nite was a boring and hot and tiring night.. it was sooo pack until i gt step by a girl few times.. and she dun bother to say sry.. maybe she is drunk la.. bt if in kl u step on ppl no matter hw drunk u will still hear sry.. well wad to do ktn club is always diff with kl club.. i miss maison and quattro soooo much!!! duno whn only gt chance to go.. aih... well my alcohol level is very very low. nw even 1 bottle i aso can fnh up.. and even drink liquor i aso cant.. haha.. maybe really too long no go le.. i retire from tis lane d.. haha!! well aso gd la.. all these is nt good for health aso.. haha!!!

well now bck to my life.. lately my work life is a bit of chaos... alot of misunderstanding and stress.. finally i felt the real stress!! its brain migrain and tiring.. my head is always pain and heavy.. and i non stop eat... i just eat wad eva is in front of me.. yeah!! eat eat eat!! eat until my husband aso start to control me.. cz i really do need to control and lose sum weight.. im too over!! haha... i nvr dare to weight my self bcz i noe the needle will go way high up.. haha...

so harry potter last ep7 part 2 is finally out!! i almost forget bout tis movie i use to love watching!! suppose to watch with jia yin and doreen and kar ann tis friday bt bcz doreen kena blacklist cz alway out wif her aso gt boys.. so my husband control already.. hahaha!! even doreen go ask for permission he aso dun allowed.. also is bcz i need take care of my girl.. well i ask him acc me watch guess wad?? 1000000 reason he gv!! sienz... so nvm la.. since part1 i aso haven watch.. jz bought the cd.. so watch part1 first la.. whn out part 2 only buy n cont la.. what to do... haha!! bt many ppl say is nice la.. hmm.. a bit curious.. still hope to watch 3D bt no kaki.. hahaha!!! oh ya!! transformer... tis movie comment gt gd or bad.. bt i still wish to watch.. was hoping to watch with tan cheryl to9 bt duno her la.. still waiting her answer.. busy girl.. haha!!! need appoinment punya.. kakax.. hope today can watch...

what else need to update?? hmmmm.... duno eh... kakax... well i guess that all la.. nxt time gt any special stuff will update again la.. hahaha!!! stay tuned yar!!!

xoxo
babymin

sum changes perhaps??

lately busy with my work.. everyday struggling to hit my target!!! haiz.. business so hard to do lo..

okay.. lately went for movie with my husband n friends.. i feel sastified with my life now.. bcz i have a group of good colleague and a group of supportive fren and a strict husband.. haha!!! ya strict husband... he is stirct on me.. bt he treat me gd whn i do listen and do wad is should do... so im sastified... i got almost everything i wanted except for sum others.. bt i will add oil to get it!! hehehe.... hmmm..
long time no write blog le... duno wan to write wad.. haha!!! cz my life mostly aso work den bck home or go movie with husband or yc wif frenx... so its jz the recycle of my life la.. haha..

well... lately im so gila of burberry had no idea.. im in love with a burberry bag thats is the price of my salary and i wanted to buy it... im so insane... trying to control.. bcz i now my life should b simple.. those braded stuffy is nt apart if my life!!! so burberry pls leave me alone for now.. kay?? whn i got money i will come find u.. kekex..

well last nite go watch pirates with cheryl and droeen and her dear dear... >.< haha... well tis chapter is nice... especially the mermaid part.. chi gek a!!!! hahaha.. didnt noe tis show is 3 hour!!!! whn come out.. 12.30am d.. sor jor.. 9.30 until 12.30.. gila... bt inside the time pass so fast for me the movie was like 1 hour only.. haha... too nice d... tis movie is worth to watch i think if watch 3d more chi gek whn the mermaid attack!!! haha.... hmmm.. so for u all who haven see should go watch... after movie when to taj with them... me and cheryl park at the same floor.. bt doreen park upstair... we so gd teman her go up den she fetch us down!! kakakax..XP whr to find tis kind of friends.. hahaha!!! so after pay follow car go taj.. bt mana tau doreen punya kat kena makan dengan the machine.. maybe ecm d machine love her tooo much dwan let her leave.. haha!!!! so waited for her den bring her go taj.. kasian cheryl have to wait for us.. who ask her drive so fast!!! i wan chase aso tak dapat... then went there order roti tisu share with cheryl.. after that i stomach pain so i chiao first.. reach home.. d go toilet.. den wan sleep stomach pain cant sleep tahan until second morning suppose to go rbeakfast mana tau sakit perut so go take my baby ru yee oil and put.. den manage to sleep awhile.. den off to work.. so itu saja hahaha... malas wan type d.. tmr update again if free..

sry today gt bit weird weird.. hahaha!! bt still hope u enjoy reading my blog..

nitex peeps!!! sleep lu..

xoxo
babymin..

uPdates!!

hey hey hey.. im back for updating.. sry for nt updating for sooooo long cz ive been busy and my laptop R.I.P manage to get a new one and smtg i like!! thnx to sum1 important to me.. without that person i wont get a laptop to use..manage to get my fav lappy dell XPS hehe... love the speaker so much!! its a JBL　ｓｐｅａｋｅｒ　ｓｏ　ｉｔｓ　ａ　ｇｄ　ｑｕａｌｉｔｙ　ｓｐｅａｋｅｒ．． appreciate it so much..

well lately i jz start my permanent job!! im currently working at new york skin solution as consultant.. still training my skills.. hope to c consult soon... jz came bck from training at HQ in kl at IGB beside mid valley.. so been browsing around midvalley for those training days.. had lotsa fun when training.. learns lotsa skill and things from it.. hmm... tis job i meet alot of diff ppl.. and my colleague all were so nice to me.. and my manager she look fierce bt she is a nice person.. she is soo way better than other manager i c b4.. in new york every1 is friendly.. currently my life is wake up den go work den come bck sleep and there cont again.. ntg special.. haha... well here is sum photo of my trainee frens.. tis blog will be a bit short cz im sooo hungry i wan go eat my dinner d!! soo long no eat my mother in law cook d dinner d.. hehe!! will update more soon.. stay tuned okay?!! hehe..

my trainee from other outlets..




my colleague...
last day of training...

enjoy it ya..

xoxo
babymin

happy CNY

wow... so long no update my blog jor lu.... well im bck.. hmm.. lets update bout my work.. okay now working at ktn parkson grand megamall its nt easy!! first u have to be a person that only say yes and dun say no and bcz ur a pt.. they will look down on u and u cannot follow theirs laws!! they do wad aso rite bt u is wrong.. so u must be genius to stay there.. well i quit there cz parkson fired me by giving the reason i run counters alotx.. okay yes its my wrong so wad?? even ut permanent aso did wad.. y u dun fired them?? brainless punya.. well next month im goin to work in a place whr every1 say its smtg like hell bt u can get high salary that is new york skin solution centre.. well hopefully i can take the lesson and experience i get from parkson and use it there... hopefully things will go well there..

well forget bout job.. now is my life.. hw say le?? life getting better i think.. though its nt in financial bt at least i have a happy family.. no more quarrel no more crying.. though there is sum heart breaking.. cz its kinda hard for me to get sumtimes from him.. anyway im sure being patient things will all slowly be settle.. its gonna be chinese new year.. my girl is already 3 and she has gone to nursery.. so mean fees and spending gone higher.. so money have to earn more.. well my financial is still nt stable cz i haven begin my permanent job.. bt after next month things will be better.. cz i found a permanent job.. with my salary i can afford many thing i like!! hehe... i already have a long list of the things i wanted... the list are..

things i wanted to buy for myself:
~nikon dslr
~fav buberry bag
~a car
~smtg special for my mom..

bt last nite.. my husband ask me for a favour.. so i guess all tis stuff have to put aside and wait until everything is settle.. last nite hubby told me bout he is unhapy wit his job he want to change job bt he is wry bout the family financial.. so he ask weather can i find a permanent job and handle for the family financial for few months while he find a better job.. so since i have found a permanent job for next month so i will handling the family financial after february.. hopefully things will go well for me in my new job.. so i can handle the family financial while my husband fins a better job.. i guess tis is wad we call family helping each other whn their in trouble.. i guess things have change and both of us is learning hw to handle a family.. hopefull with all the sacrifice i can save bck my family and have a happy family.. actually i dun wish for a rich life with owning all those branded stuff.. i just wan a simple happy family.. branded stuff are only stuff that let u showoff.. ntg else d.. since im nt that rich even i own it i will still suffer.. even though i c my fren taking it i will jealous and want to have one for myself bt think bck actually its nt a big deal my fren have is cz they can afford bt nt me.. so y nt i use my money on sum ways that can make my family happy rather than wasting money on those branded stuff.. plus now i already have things that sum ppl wan aso dun have that is family... so i rather use my money to gv my family a better life more better than buying those stuff.. if i have extra money only i will buy some of the stuff to reward myself.. hehe..

well another one week its gonna be chinese new year.. i guess my house will be as usual ope up for every1 to come and gamble and take ang pao.. haha!!! well cant wait for chinese new year so i can go gathering with my frenx.. miss then so much... even though after i married i cant go visit fren house cz i cant take ang pao d bt i also enjoy inviting my frens to my house and gv them ang pao.. hehe..

well since cny is around the corner.. have u guys my fren all bought ur new clothes and shoe?? i haven buy ar!!! i go shop everywhr even kl bt i cant even get smtg that i really like aih. thing that i really like is too expensive or else i cant find a things i like that is in my financial range.. gek sei ar!! b4 cny i always c things i like that is in my financial range bt no money.. now gt money bt ntg to buy.. haiz.. bt still can say that my financial is still very tight cz i jz meet an accident last month and i have to pay rm 550 for the stupid accident all my salary flew there.. sienz.. omg.. no extra money for myself jor.. hw much i hope cny i can take angpao.. everything will be settle from there.. haha.. well its all over.. no more ang pao for me.. T.T old jor.. haha!!

well thats all for now.. will update again.. hoep u enjoy reading it..


HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO ALL MY FRENS..

May all of u have a prosperous year and have a safe journey for those who goin bck to hometown to meet up with the family..


babymin^^
xoxo