str3ss3s is h3re to v1sit m3 ag@in^^

this is the fourth week of my 1st semester, next week is the fifth week. this mean i have to pass up my HE(hubungan etnik) coursework and my ME (microeconomic) is gonna have a exam next week. the problem is HE i haven settle my coursework!! the worst first week until noe i dun even understand even a bit about my ME subject!! now i have to chase all subject cz nt even one subject i understand.. luckily IA(introduction of accounting) i start to understand a bit le!! haha.. cant believe rite?? form 5 im economic and account student bt my weakness is this two subject^^ hopefully i can manage to catch back everything after putting effort in it.. i would nt wan to retake the whole semester again!! wish me all the best^^

yesterday went for gym. yesterday was a hectic day. went around with filthy wet clothes because its raining like cats and dogs summore no umbrella im so genius rite?? haha!! the rain start whn my gym almost ended!! i have to go to citc and they have no shade until citc! so it mean i have to go under the rain. went for lunch with kenny around 1 smtg. then went to skol at 2pm for gym. whn reach gym the first thing we do is run around the swimming pool 3 rounds!! no walking!! if walk have to round another round T.T. it was so hot!! i wonder y it dun start rain earlier?? haha!! den after running we gt stretching session. after tat were allowed to play wif the equipment. den a short briefing about our log book report. around 4pm i have to rush to citc to do my HE coursework wif my group memeber bt the rain is to heavy i only can reach canteen 2 to wait the rain to stop. while walking around at canteen 2 a guy pass by me。i look at him cz he is very familiar. guess wad? he is a malaysia artist. haha!! few of local artist came to our college to play football. so whn to take sum photograph with them and take their autograph. feel so like a sakai!! haha.. well had fun.. haha!!



ken from i want to be a model

james wong


group photo


steven if im nt wrong


alan wu


er him i dun really noe his name
bt heard my fren say he is
lee ming shun lil bro^^

after being sakai rush to citc its still raining bt no choice cz need to fnh my coursework. reach there around 4.30 plus den do my coursework until 5.15 den went for lecture replacement until 7.30pm tis is the first time i stay at skol until so late. haha!! me so rajin o?? lolz.. den bck home bath den go dinner with housemates.whn dinner all of my housemates go to order food and den the drinks came so i pay for it. the most funny part is whn we left they din noe i paid yeu shin at there wondering we pay the drinks already ant. and the stall guy ignore him cz ive pay. the most funny all of them tot is chris the one who pay cz he always treat us. all of them were wondering who pay haha!! after dinner came bck on9 trying to surf the web to get summore info for my He coursework bt stupid line make the website down!! arghh!! kek dao!! so in the end ended up play fb den around 3pm eat pills den sleep^^ tats all bout yesterday.

btw today is kenny my housemate bufdae!!

happy bufdae to you kenny wan! hope u have a happy bufdae and wish u all the best in the future^^


#baby min#

对不起！请你原谅我！

我每天都努力改变我自己！做好我自己！我只是说去我的想法！有时我就是因为妒忌所以会变了自私！我真的不明白为什么我做什么你都回生气！我做什么都是错！可是他做的东西你就会去关心它！不怪他！难道我我做错了一次永远都是错吗？还是你生气是因为你爱我？你介意？我真的不懂要真么了！我不要失去了你！我求求你不要在生气我了！我改天什么都不管了！欣慰说什么做什么我都当作看不到！你要劝慰他还是什么我都没关系了！你不离开我我就可以了！对不起！请你原谅我！

f1rst Day of coc0riculuM

today is the first day of cocurilum.. i submitted for gym.. my course is from 2 to 4pm.. went to skol early today went out for lunch with zhan yen den around 1.30 pm went to gymnasium 3 for cocuriculum... there were 35 person in my session.. and my coach is a woman.. she is a very fierce and unfriendly person.. she is strict!! i so afraid of her!! she is no diff with a female tiger haha!!after gym went home.. den around 6pm went out to get a printer with frenz.. were suppose to get printer bt end up watch movie and shopping.. i forget to bring my fon out.. haha!! today is the first time i leave my fon for sooo long.. haha!! den went around kl.. den rush home to do homework.. first thing reach home c my hp.. receive few msg asking to have lunch and a unexpected msg.. hehe.. a msg from a special person... my hubby.. he msg to tell me he is goin to bed.. haha!! its so surprising..he nvr use to msg me b4 he goin to sleep wan..so feel so happy tat he now always let me noe whn he is goin to sleep..^^well now im suppose to do homework now.. bt im soooo sleepy so i think im goin to bed.. haha!! tmr morning still gt class.. so really gotta sleep.. today blog a bit short.. haha!! hope u guys dun mind.. nite nite^^

#baby min#

为什么？难道这就是报应？

为什么？为什么没一次都是要我让一步？难道我就没有感受吗？当我被伤害的时候~谁来关心我？谁来雇我的感受？难道我做错了一次永远都是坏的那一个人吗？难道我的感受就不需要雇了吗？原来我是个冷血动物！我现在才知道！镇的好笑咯！我永远都是错的那一个！因为我是个大笨蛋！不会想的女孩。。T.T

tr0ubl3 aNd b@d k@rma!!!

today woke at 10 smtg.. den on9 awhile.. around 11 smtg went out wif nicole.. went for sushi.. on the way to sushi almost accident lucky ntg happen...den came bck awhile to rest and clean up hubby room.. after tat around 2 smtg went out again wif nicole.. went around ktn to find a nice place to do massage.. cz im so stress and tired.. massage needed to relax!! went few places finnaly found one beauty center gt empty time.. went to herbaline.. there r only available for one massage and one facial.. so i went for facial cz gt student price..

after done facial i receive a call from hubby.. receive a very very bad news.. straight away moodless..my heart was sooo pain!! i was speechless and scare.. i really scare wad i wry is happening.. i really duno wad to do.. he keep on ask me nt to wry bt i jz cant stop thinking bout it.. i really very scat.. fetch nicole home den i rush bck home to discuss with hubby about it.. on the way rushing home almost car accident again!! omg wad is happening with me?? y all the bad things is happening on me??i was out of control bcz of over speed.. lucky ntg happen.. i manage to reach home safely.. my bus suppose to be 7.30pm bt whn i reach there the bus has gone.. so bought a 8pm bus.. whn i was on the way bck to kl..i didnt sleep at the bus.. my tears keep dripping.. im so scare.. reach kl around 11 smtg.. bck home stop crying.. try my best to smile.. cz i dwan to spoil my housemates mood.. try my best to smile.. bt no matter hw the pain and wry is stil in my heart.. until now i try to sleep sooo many time i still cant manage to sleep.. i really duno hw ar!!! damn wry now lo.. haiz... hope ntg bad is gonna happen.. hope hubby will be bless by god.. wish him all the best!!

#baby min#