tiPsY b!tsY of wHat Im d0iN!!

hmm... off day for two days.. tmr is bonuslink 5x bonus and double voucher day.. hopefully i will get more komisen.. wish me all the best.. last tuesday i working.. my target are rm875.. i work here 3 times nt once target hitted or open bill.. tat day b4 i start my work i wipe the whole counter and ask bless from god.. surprisingly with all the effort i finally hit my target.. on tat day i open rm903 bill.. from tat day i believe god blessing.. even whn promotion at sogo i did the same thing and i aso hit my target.. this is y u must always believing in god.. he will always be there for u whn u believe in him.. whn u ask for his help u must believe in him..


a pic of me in my new uniform and at my new counter in ktn..

last tues i went out for tea with cheryl after work.. i nvr tot tat there are frens who really cares about me.. alots of my fren stand out to help me and listen to my complaint... im so happy.. everytime im sad they will be there to hear my complaint... thankx for all of u d advice... cheryl,vincent,amy,leong kiat, waie, roy my ktn frenx... pei yee, bee go, ah tip and shee gee plus ah boon my kl bestest buddy and sisters plus housemates.. staying with them let me feel family feelings.. miss them so much...
u all is my bestest frenx of all!! thnx alot for supporting me. well act i kinda miss my college mates.. especially 1 dbu 2 and gym frenz... hope to have a gathering with all of u whn i bck kl.. all of u i say about here i miss u all the most!!! u all means alot to me.. without all of u d support i would nt be here now..！！


these few days is really challenging for me.. a girl who is use to trust alot now finally has bcum a bitches.. i cant believe.. really dissapointed on her.. she is such a pervert.. i cant believe my eye.. anyway like my fren advice nvr let a bi**ch to ruin ur mood and life.. so i will take her invisible..

well lately my so call husband.. i aso duno la.. he been always smsing and talking on the fon with sum1!! well i feel so heart pain.. bt wad can i do?? she is soo important to him.. plus all she wan is me to be sad.. i dont really und wad she wan.. bt i only noe she is a total lier.. tats all.. anyway thats their prob.. i have no right to care.. all i can hope is she can gv bck my husband and my family to me.. i would appreciatte it alotx..

well its dinner time.. and im sooo hungry.. so gonna stop here.. hope all of u have a nice day...

baby min
xoxo

new lif3, n3w me, n3w sTyl3!!

today will be my first day of my diet.. hopefully i will manage to get a nice body whn it reach my bufdae!!! hehe.. alot of efforts needed cz i wanna change from 50kg to 45kg if i sucess then cont on till 40kg!! wish me all the best..

i have move bck to ktn... im currently staying at my husband i think.. duno.. haven have a clear about our relationship.. i guess for now is frens la.. i aso blurr.. anyway im now working at megamall parkson clinique counter. the sales here is nt as gd as i expext. here i gt my fisrt egg bill(no bill at all) haiz.. my rm1k salary like that fly away d.. cz i count im suppose to have rm1k of salary tis month.. bt sadly bcz of the quiet enviroment my salary very little.. hoepfully next month business will be better. on the 29th oct were having a sale. its a bonuslink 5 time bonus, hopefully that day will have many customer la.. pray god!! im currently missing a lot my kl life and frenz.. after i came bck i nvr really laugh alot and be my self.. because here what ever i do i have to think twice and no one would bother bout me.. bck here im all on my own.. no caring and no ppl to laugh with.. its kinda lonely life.. bt hopefully whn time pass things will get better here..

well since im working as partimer here i will be very free.. so i will be updating my blog as frequent as i can.. so pls feel free to update bout my life here.. and pls gv sum comment if u have any opinion.. im always ready to receive advice from my frenz..


baby min
xoxo

我要快乐！我要我的空间！

让我自己快乐有错吗？难道我要快乐是错吗？我已经那么就没有那么开心过了！我这几天好难得开开心心你就不可以不要让我伤心吗？我明天就回了~我还没有回你已经这样了！那我会去了不是更加不开心？我这几天都有做工只是昨晚了才和朋友去起~ 你可以和你的朋友去起难道我就不可以吗？有时你说你不需要我现在又生气我没有回刘在这里玩我真不明白你想要的是什么！！！！

为什么？我真的不明白！！！

为什么？？为什么我回去又要过那些生活？？难道我要开开心心得过生活都不能吗？为什么每次我回去都要过辛苦的生活？？我真不知道我该作什么好？我只是要开心~ 有那么辛苦吗？我不要过吃醋的生活~你明知道的可是你还是要这样来对我~你这样的对我你的心里会好过吗？？看到我伤心和心痛的日子你很开心吗？希望我回去了一段时间你会放开他~

borink borink borink.....

start from yesterday i was off... need wait until 17 only gt job.. so tis few days go out waste money.. bt the problem is i no money.. haha! im very very poor now.. i over spend tis month.. bt lucky my salary haven out.. haha!!! salary out le den im safe.. bt i still need to use my salary to cover my old sum.. die die die.. i really a big spender.. need to control alot d!!! aik..haha... hmmm... another few days.. tat is 21st i will be bck at hometown... haha!!! im bck to celebrate baby mieko birthday and mooncake festive... bt hor!! 21st i need to attend a gym gathering at sunway.. hw hw hw?? aikz.. duno can rush ant.. cham!!!! well.. tis few days ive been running around mid valley and times square repeatedly... im so sick of mid valley n times square d..hmmm... for today i still dont know the plan.. aikz.. bt sure will get contact lenses.. my eye sight is getting blur... ish.. haha!!!


p/s: i cut my fringe!!!! omg!!! haha....


babymin
xoxo

time tooo updat3... hehe..

its been a long time i din update my blog le.. haha.. my fren all aso no update le.. im jz like totally living in my own world.. well i have quit my studies.. lately im bz working and attending training.. well many things happen lately.. i will nt be able to write all out.. will write few of its summary la.. haha!!!


well now im clinique consultant i already work for them for one month plus.. im asking for a transferring bck to ktn.. cz im planning to go bck ktn and stay wif my hubby.. i learn to control my self i went bck for few time in long term.. do happen unhappy things bt i manage to control my emotion so i think if i move bck it would nt be a prob... plus my baby need me now.. so i must be by her side..

i went for interview at clinique hq and they dun seems to allowed me to go bck.. they wan me to stay at kl as a part timer.. bt really cant.. i need to go back ktn cz kl expenses is too high i cant afford it.. im currently working at few counter.. so always run here and there..

well these days many unhappy things happen i gt rob.. everything gone.. and now i no fon use aso.. aiz.. in a sudden soo many things happen aiyaya!! i aso duno wad to say..

all i can say hope in fututre things will be better la.

now im attending a 5 days training hope after tis train i can conquer all the products..^^

baby min
x0x0

suff3r...!!!

last thursday i did the most stupid thing ever.. bt its nt wad i wan.. i guess im jz too emotional.. i saw my husband profile picture.. he put he and a ex gf he love alot and change his status to 'in a relationship' my tears keep on drip and my heart was so pain.. i call him and beg him to accept me and nt leave me.. bt he say everything is over le.. its too late.. he shut my call i was so emotional and sad.. i does nt noe wat to do?? i jz cant think anything.. my mind was totally blur.. i was over depress..i did smtg childish.. lucky my housemates manage to notice my wrist its bleeding.. if nt i wont noe wad happen.. i guess god still want me here..well i still cant let it go.. bt im trying my best to c thing the other way.. i really hope miracle will happen one day..