suff3r...!!!

last thursday i did the most stupid thing ever.. bt its nt wad i wan.. i guess im jz too emotional.. i saw my husband profile picture.. he put he and a ex gf he love alot and change his status to 'in a relationship' my tears keep on drip and my heart was so pain.. i call him and beg him to accept me and nt leave me.. bt he say everything is over le.. its too late.. he shut my call i was so emotional and sad.. i does nt noe wat to do?? i jz cant think anything.. my mind was totally blur.. i was over depress..i did smtg childish.. lucky my housemates manage to notice my wrist its bleeding.. if nt i wont noe wad happen.. i guess god still want me here..well i still cant let it go.. bt im trying my best to c thing the other way.. i really hope miracle will happen one day..