Fin@llY!!

today finally i went to shopping with my frenz... its been so long i didnt go to time square or sungei wang.. its almost 3 years.. after i was pragnent i didnt went to kl already.. everyday at ktn only.. feel so enjoy.. bt my purse really bleeding.. today budget were suppose to be rm50 bt end up rm100.. bought a pair of shoes and some clothes.. i aso bought touch n go for convenience.. touch n go cost me rm30.. then i paid for the rental rm87.50 i took rm300 now left rm90 only.. so cham ar!! really pokai.. tmr need buy table summore.. really cham ar!!! duno wan hw survive still gt soooo many days.. plus my salary aso haven out.. summore need to clear all the money i owe my fren.. headache la!! really use to much!! T.T

today is the first day my bf didnt find me.. i guess wad i did its too over.. i guess i have hurt him deeply.. hope he is ok with it.. bcz i really cant accept a new relationship yet.. bt i duno hw to let go him.. cz he treat me very nice.. bt hope tAT he will found a better one.. bcz i knew tat im nt a really gd gf.. i guess he stop finding me is smtg gd la.. well my class gonna start tis monday i guess love and romance all tis i will put aside.. include my ex husband.. i admit i still love him.. bt i think 50% me n him is impossible already..bcz his heart is no more belongs to me.. well being single maybe will be smtg gd la.. all i need to do is b strong.. try to be discipline.. if nt happy then find frenz.. i have many frenz tat always stand by my side support me..^^

well im quite tired now.. hopefully tmr wake up d my day will be better..^^

#baby min#