th3 n3w st@ge of My lif3

tmr will be my first day being at college... today move in to my new room.. meet few new housemate shin,jit seng,dora, and chris... all of them are very nice.. im currently renting a room at alpha.. the enviroment is nt gd as hw i expect bt still ok la.. haha... at least i have a nice housemates.. today went to carefour with my roommate vivian to get sum dairy use things and aso bed.. spend alotz!! now pokai liao.. aso duno wan hw to go through tmr and day after.. cham cham really cham...

the last few days b4 i leave i cant believe he accompany almost 24 hour everyday...i tot there is hope.. hw noe everything tat happen is no more happening.. now wad is left is memories and pain... nvr tot i fall for it again.. im such a fool.. bt i feel his sincere.. im so confuse.. i dont noe wad i should do.. i really like those feelings.. bt now it will nvr happen again.. cz its nt true.. he is jz only giving me a sweet memories b4 i leaving i guess..

anyway time pass days and life still go on.. no point looking bck.. bt i still always look bck.. it is so hard to control ur feelings.. i really hope i can be strong and keep on look forward and stop hoping bout smtg in the past to come bck.. hopefully i can go through.. now im goin to a new stage of my life tat is college life.. i hope i dun have to bring my past with me... i jz wan a happy life.. bt i still hope tat i can have a future wif him.. i dont know y ive been hurt so deeply by him bt i still want him so much am i a fool?? i guess so.. well hopefully in the future things will go as hw i plan.. ^^

may god bless me...

#baby m1n#