borink borink borink.....

start from yesterday i was off... need wait until 17 only gt job.. so tis few days go out waste money.. bt the problem is i no money.. haha! im very very poor now.. i over spend tis month.. bt lucky my salary haven out.. haha!!! salary out le den im safe.. bt i still need to use my salary to cover my old sum.. die die die.. i really a big spender.. need to control alot d!!! aik..haha... hmmm... another few days.. tat is 21st i will be bck at hometown... haha!!! im bck to celebrate baby mieko birthday and mooncake festive... bt hor!! 21st i need to attend a gym gathering at sunway.. hw hw hw?? aikz.. duno can rush ant.. cham!!!! well.. tis few days ive been running around mid valley and times square repeatedly... im so sick of mid valley n times square d..hmmm... for today i still dont know the plan.. aikz.. bt sure will get contact lenses.. my eye sight is getting blur... ish.. haha!!!


p/s: i cut my fringe!!!! omg!!! haha....


babymin
xoxo

time tooo updat3... hehe..

its been a long time i din update my blog le.. haha.. my fren all aso no update le.. im jz like totally living in my own world.. well i have quit my studies.. lately im bz working and attending training.. well many things happen lately.. i will nt be able to write all out.. will write few of its summary la.. haha!!!


well now im clinique consultant i already work for them for one month plus.. im asking for a transferring bck to ktn.. cz im planning to go bck ktn and stay wif my hubby.. i learn to control my self i went bck for few time in long term.. do happen unhappy things bt i manage to control my emotion so i think if i move bck it would nt be a prob... plus my baby need me now.. so i must be by her side..

i went for interview at clinique hq and they dun seems to allowed me to go bck.. they wan me to stay at kl as a part timer.. bt really cant.. i need to go back ktn cz kl expenses is too high i cant afford it.. im currently working at few counter.. so always run here and there..

well these days many unhappy things happen i gt rob.. everything gone.. and now i no fon use aso.. aiz.. in a sudden soo many things happen aiyaya!! i aso duno wad to say..

all i can say hope in fututre things will be better la.

now im attending a 5 days training hope after tis train i can conquer all the products..^^

baby min
x0x0

suff3r...!!!

last thursday i did the most stupid thing ever.. bt its nt wad i wan.. i guess im jz too emotional.. i saw my husband profile picture.. he put he and a ex gf he love alot and change his status to 'in a relationship' my tears keep on drip and my heart was so pain.. i call him and beg him to accept me and nt leave me.. bt he say everything is over le.. its too late.. he shut my call i was so emotional and sad.. i does nt noe wat to do?? i jz cant think anything.. my mind was totally blur.. i was over depress..i did smtg childish.. lucky my housemates manage to notice my wrist its bleeding.. if nt i wont noe wad happen.. i guess god still want me here..well i still cant let it go.. bt im trying my best to c thing the other way.. i really hope miracle will happen one day..

h@ppy 0r SaD??

today is the 2nd day i didnt talk to my husband.. he is my ex husband or husband?? i aso duno.. haiz... i seriously love him alot now.. i try so hard to let go him bt i still cant.. i try to love another person i fail.. i try to stop thinking of him aso fail.. i duno wad else i can do to let him go.. i now understand y he feel tat im annoying.. i guess i to stick to him, i keep on wry him and find him.. i love him too much and he dun even love me.. tat is y he feel im annoyed.. i wonder whn only he will accept me bck?? izit possible?? i really duno.. everyday i at there waiting him.. my fren all scold me say im a fool keep on wait him.. eventhough i already knew its impossible bt i still want him.. am i stupid or wad?? im jz lying my self i guess.. hmmm.. hopefully miracle will happen la..

bck to my life at kl.. now a days im having exam and presentation and need rush assignment..i have done my HE assignment. now left IA and english.. next week thursday is my presentation. gt bit excited bt aso gt bit wry cz its my first time.. duno hw will it goes.. presentation sure mean formal.. so i have to wear formal and high heels for the whole day next thursday!! from 8.00am till 5.30pm.. die die die!! my leg sure pain like shit.. haiz.. T.T

today is wednesday mean is gym day.. haha!! today is my elbow bridge test.. b4 test my coach gv us sum briefing about the next test tat is sit up and push up test.. push up was the hardest thing for me.. i think i will surely fail the test.. we need to get 50 times to pass.. sure die!! i only manage 10 times.. so big diff.. for sit up aso 50 times.. lucky i can do around 20.. so need to practice now so i can pass my cocu course.. haha!! today elbow bridge test i manage to stand for 1 minutes and 15 second!! i gt 5 marks.. bt only on more second i can get 6 marks!! so angry!! i didnt stand a little longer.. arggghh!!one more thing today i brw my coursemate umbrella cz it was raining like cats and dog.. i put the umbrella on top of my locker and after gym come out umbrella lost!! omg!! umbrella le.. summore is old old wan!! aso gt ppl wan steal.. really no eye c lo.. haiz.. so i have to replace one to nav tmr..

today i at gym class knew a group of student from johor.. they r very friendly i knew 5 of them.. nika,jin he,kelvin,pei hsia and sherlyn.. there are 1 special thing bout them is the boys cook for the girls.. haha!!! now a days d guy really diff d.. haha!!! they were so nice that they invited me to join them for dinner.. bt i din went today.. hopefully i can join them next time..^^

i really thankx god that in moment that i really needs fren he send them to me..
i guess god really love me and wants me to appreciatte my self more and nt wasting my time dripping tears bcz of my husbad.. i will appreciate my friendship and nvr let them down.. i guess my fren willl be the best medicine to stop thinking of him.. hopefully i can get over tis two weeks not finding him.. i hope after tis two weeks he will nt be angry at me already and treating me same like last time.. seriously i really miss him.. i miss his smile and his hugs sooo much..T.T

str3ss3s is h3re to v1sit m3 ag@in^^

this is the fourth week of my 1st semester, next week is the fifth week. this mean i have to pass up my HE(hubungan etnik) coursework and my ME (microeconomic) is gonna have a exam next week. the problem is HE i haven settle my coursework!! the worst first week until noe i dun even understand even a bit about my ME subject!! now i have to chase all subject cz nt even one subject i understand.. luckily IA(introduction of accounting) i start to understand a bit le!! haha.. cant believe rite?? form 5 im economic and account student bt my weakness is this two subject^^ hopefully i can manage to catch back everything after putting effort in it.. i would nt wan to retake the whole semester again!! wish me all the best^^

yesterday went for gym. yesterday was a hectic day. went around with filthy wet clothes because its raining like cats and dogs summore no umbrella im so genius rite?? haha!! the rain start whn my gym almost ended!! i have to go to citc and they have no shade until citc! so it mean i have to go under the rain. went for lunch with kenny around 1 smtg. then went to skol at 2pm for gym. whn reach gym the first thing we do is run around the swimming pool 3 rounds!! no walking!! if walk have to round another round T.T. it was so hot!! i wonder y it dun start rain earlier?? haha!! den after running we gt stretching session. after tat were allowed to play wif the equipment. den a short briefing about our log book report. around 4pm i have to rush to citc to do my HE coursework wif my group memeber bt the rain is to heavy i only can reach canteen 2 to wait the rain to stop. while walking around at canteen 2 a guy pass by me。i look at him cz he is very familiar. guess wad? he is a malaysia artist. haha!! few of local artist came to our college to play football. so whn to take sum photograph with them and take their autograph. feel so like a sakai!! haha.. well had fun.. haha!!



ken from i want to be a model

james wong


group photo


steven if im nt wrong


alan wu


er him i dun really noe his name
bt heard my fren say he is
lee ming shun lil bro^^

after being sakai rush to citc its still raining bt no choice cz need to fnh my coursework. reach there around 4.30 plus den do my coursework until 5.15 den went for lecture replacement until 7.30pm tis is the first time i stay at skol until so late. haha!! me so rajin o?? lolz.. den bck home bath den go dinner with housemates.whn dinner all of my housemates go to order food and den the drinks came so i pay for it. the most funny part is whn we left they din noe i paid yeu shin at there wondering we pay the drinks already ant. and the stall guy ignore him cz ive pay. the most funny all of them tot is chris the one who pay cz he always treat us. all of them were wondering who pay haha!! after dinner came bck on9 trying to surf the web to get summore info for my He coursework bt stupid line make the website down!! arghh!! kek dao!! so in the end ended up play fb den around 3pm eat pills den sleep^^ tats all bout yesterday.

btw today is kenny my housemate bufdae!!

happy bufdae to you kenny wan! hope u have a happy bufdae and wish u all the best in the future^^


#baby min#

对不起！请你原谅我！

我每天都努力改变我自己！做好我自己！我只是说去我的想法！有时我就是因为妒忌所以会变了自私！我真的不明白为什么我做什么你都回生气！我做什么都是错！可是他做的东西你就会去关心它！不怪他！难道我我做错了一次永远都是错吗？还是你生气是因为你爱我？你介意？我真的不懂要真么了！我不要失去了你！我求求你不要在生气我了！我改天什么都不管了！欣慰说什么做什么我都当作看不到！你要劝慰他还是什么我都没关系了！你不离开我我就可以了！对不起！请你原谅我！

f1rst Day of coc0riculuM

today is the first day of cocurilum.. i submitted for gym.. my course is from 2 to 4pm.. went to skol early today went out for lunch with zhan yen den around 1.30 pm went to gymnasium 3 for cocuriculum... there were 35 person in my session.. and my coach is a woman.. she is a very fierce and unfriendly person.. she is strict!! i so afraid of her!! she is no diff with a female tiger haha!!after gym went home.. den around 6pm went out to get a printer with frenz.. were suppose to get printer bt end up watch movie and shopping.. i forget to bring my fon out.. haha!! today is the first time i leave my fon for sooo long.. haha!! den went around kl.. den rush home to do homework.. first thing reach home c my hp.. receive few msg asking to have lunch and a unexpected msg.. hehe.. a msg from a special person... my hubby.. he msg to tell me he is goin to bed.. haha!! its so surprising..he nvr use to msg me b4 he goin to sleep wan..so feel so happy tat he now always let me noe whn he is goin to sleep..^^well now im suppose to do homework now.. bt im soooo sleepy so i think im goin to bed.. haha!! tmr morning still gt class.. so really gotta sleep.. today blog a bit short.. haha!! hope u guys dun mind.. nite nite^^

#baby min#